Harold wrote:
<< Hello,Has anyone ever had to witdraw from a privately sponsored (not in academia) opera workshop after it's already started? What usually are the consequences for the other participants? Are replacements easy to find? >>
I guess the consequences are they don't have someone to do the scene with, unless the scene is double cast. If your role is double cast, then that person just gets to do the scene with both casts. Not a bad thing. But if it's not double cast, it leaves the other folks in the lurch.
<<I've been doing this for about four weeks and we have another 2 1/2 months to go. I figure it's better to get out now rather than wait 'till it's too late. I seem to have some kind of learning disability in terms of movement. If I have a score in my hands and I'm planted on the stage (oratorio, choral solos, etc.), I'm fine. Having to sing lines that are memorized while dealing with stage directions totally frustrate me! After the director arranges the blocking, he tells us to to mark it in our scores and I simply can't remember a thing, I don't know where to move or what to do. My mind is a total blank. I've been marking gibberish in my score so I don't look like a total fool while everyone sits there and adds the directions to their scores. >>
Don't feel too bad. I'm the same way. When I took such a workshop, the instructor (Richard Crittendon) also taught us how to notate blocking in our scores. Did your instructor do this for you? If not, I recommend meeting with him privately and asking for extra instruction. There actually is a method to this madness. I remember that Crittendon also taught us a method to memorize blocking, and a way to practice it on our own. Among several things, it involved drawing a picture of the stage with the set pieces, and then you can mark in where everyone (not just you) is supposed to be at certain critical points.
Another thing you can do is get with your fellow cast members and practice the scene together. Chances are, they'll have an idea of what you're supposed to do and you can come up with a way to move in the scene. Even if what you do is "wrong", you'll find it's easier to change to something else, because then you'll have a frame of reference. Also, when you practice your blocking, do it with the book - don't think you have to memorize everything at once.
<<The same problems seem to arise when I ask for driving directions, everything turns into a mess and I can't figure out what the person is trying to tell me. >>
We all learn differently. Some people do better with a map. I have a friend that always draws maps for herself when given directions. Me, I don't like to deal with maps, I need it in words - go straight, turn right, turn left, etc. When I get a map, I convert it into words for myself.
<<The director says it's just "nerves" but I've been down this road before. It's sheer agony standing around and not knowing what to do. The director has tried to "push" me around in our rehearsal space. I've also watched him renact my movements so I can "memorize" them, but that isn't working either. I wonder if I should get myself tested so I can figure what is going on. I'm totally frustrated and I don't know what to do... >>
I can understand your frustration. There's probably as much a problem dealing with the emotions of the frustration as there is dealing with the substance of learning how you're supposed to move.
However, if you can find a way to learn your blocking, you'll be really glad you put in the effort. Before you let your money go to waste, why not try and play around with different ways of organizing your blocking for yourself.
For example, think about if you make up your own blocking for something, how might you write it down so you can remember it, and how might you practice it? If you're a visual learner (as it sounds like you might be), play around with drawing pictures or making diagrams or maps for yourself.
Start with a small piece of a scene - to take on too big a chunk might be frustrating. And figure out a way to do that little piece. Then add on the next piece. It make take you longer than other people, and you may need to spend more time at it, but I bet you'll find a way, and be the better for it.
Let us know how you do and what you decide. Good luck!
Peggy
--- Margaret Harrison, Alexandria, Virginia, USA "Music for a While Shall All Your Cares Beguile" mailto:peggyh@i...
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