... is what recently happened to me. How do any of
you keep your chins up when something like this
happens?
This was especially traumatic for me because:
1. I worked for many years to get my performance
anxiety under control. I have made wonderful
achievements in this area. It has not been as big a
problem as this for many years, so I feel that this
was a HUGE step backwards, which is discouraging. I
have not had the desire to open my mouth to sing
since.
2. My teacher sent me to this audition. I REALLY
embarassed myself. I have since been unable to sleep
at times because I feel so humiliated and like I have
let her down.
3. This was not a particularly important audition for
me at all, so it doesn't even make sense that I was so
traumatized by it.
I must say that I have had auditions in the past that
have not been pretty, but I really did take the cake
on this one. I am quite discouraged and, as I said,
do not have the desire to sing or to face my teacher!
It has been almost two weeks! Help!!!!
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