Dear List,
I think I can use some input....
I'm at a point in my life where I'm forced to make some BIG decisions. One of them has to do with my 'carreer'... I have a great job, I work at the dutch health department, have really interesting work concerning healthcare professionals, which is nice because I too was one once.. (I'm oficially still a nurse) Okay, so far so good. It seems that the further existance of my job is questionable. We are reorganising and... well, I'm the youngest. But nothing is sure yet.
So here is the dilemma..... Singing is my passion, my every spare minute, the love of my life. My teacher recently more or less advised me to go get a professional education (conservatory). I was REALLY happy with his advise... And I haven't stopped thinking about it since.
But: I'm 29 years old. Most schools don't accept over 30's, so I've got to be quick But: I have a full time, well-paying job. I've built my life around that, and so has my partner. (the other love of my life) But: I can't get the education part-time, so I would HAVE to give up the job I now have But: I'd be in heaven! surrounding myself with music! Learning, learning! But: my current job is really great and I might get myself another one just like it. which would mean steady income. But: I could always get a job nursing a few days/nights a week But: I quit nursing for good reasons...... But: there are sooooo many pros and cons, one of them being my partner. He supports my singing, I can even drag him along to all sorts of activities, but a fulltime education will be one step too far for him. Should I listen to him? I know that if it were just me, I'd have enrolled already. But it's not just me.....
I could go on forever listing pros and cons, and I still wouldn't know what the best move would be.
Any input? Have any of you faced the same 'problem'? What did you do and why?
Thanx, Nande
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